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I wasn't sure why I liked him. But as I was thinking about it in my bed late last night, it hit me. That boy was sad. You could tell he had some type of fucked up life at home, and he was the type of person that couldn't hide it. I'm the type of person that hides every emotion, even happiness sometimes. I guess I saw in him what I see when I look at myself in the mirror every morning. I see someone I can relate to; unlike my so-called friends
by muah
for my future novel haha? idkk..
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[23 Jul 2006|07:54pm] |
well, i just got suspened from NEO PETS for 23 hours and 59 minutes. neopets. neofuckingpets. i guess that basically describes how my summer/life is going
i named it mcfatass
eeeeyahahah
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[14 Jun 2006|04:18pm] |
At the end of the day, there are some things
you just can't help but talk about. Some
things we just don't want to hear. There are
some things we say because we can't be
silent any longer. Some things are more than
what you say, they're what you do. Some things
you say 'cause there's no other choice. Some things
you keep to yourself, and not too often, but every
now and then, some things simply speak for themselves.
Don't kid yourself..
That boy loves you
In a way he's not
ready to deal with
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[19 Apr 2006|07:16pm] |
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♥
she's the type of girl that can
be so hurt but can still look at
you and smile; the type who
is willing to brighten your day
even if she cant manage to
brighten her own.
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[19 Apr 2006|06:57pm] |
He was soooo cute today
But then again,
He is everyday.
=D
I have the biggest crush on him.
I'll only get to see him Monday & Friday next week.
Because of testing
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[18 Apr 2006|07:48pm] |
OH yeah
We gave eachother nicknames =]
So cute.
And we have a secret handshake.
And he has realllllllllly big hands
& I put mine against his
ADORABLE
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[18 Apr 2006|07:43pm] |
Sooooooo
Hey guesss what?
Senior Boy was in class today.
=D
He poked me on the shoulder while I was talking to Laura.
I said "So you've decided to come to class today?"
He just smiled.
Later, I was looking for background pictures for my computer, he said
"Why don't you put a picture of some famous hot guy you like?"
I said "I don't know. I don't really like famous guys. I could put a picture of Tyler though."
(Tylers the one he got soo jealous over)
Then he said "You love to get me mad don't you?"
=]
He is sooooooooo cute.
But fuck I'll never get him.
I'm going to an Aquabats concert with Sarah and Christina on Friday.
It should be interesting.
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[17 Apr 2006|08:53pm] |
I saw him
Before school
During school
After school
But not during class
He ditched
Fucking stupid shit
I was devastated
I'm not even overexagerating.
I hate boys
They are so stupid and clueless
And fucking retarded.
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[17 Apr 2006|06:31pm] |
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you'd never guess
that through that fake smile
..theres a girl thats screaming..
theres a girl that hasnt eatin in a week
theres a girl who wants to kiss you so bad
&& you dont even notice
&she's risking a broken heart just to be with you. don't let her down.
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[16 Apr 2006|10:16pm] |
I get to see him tomorrow
I hope.
He better be at school.
I think my tummy may burst with butterflies when I finally see him.
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I think he's perfect
He thinks she's perfect
It's funny how twisted
Things can get
-Me
So what if I think your amazing
And if you eyes make my heart smile
I'll never get you
So I might as well let you go now
-Me
You'll get him! Don't worry!
...
Oh, He's a football player
AND a senior
Well, In that case,
You're screwed.
-Me
And if this is love
Well make my heart burst baby
I haven't felt this way in a while
-Me
I want you so bad
Are you fucking blind
Cause I swear I'd claw my eyes out
And give them to you
-Me
And I bet she doesn't know
How beautiful your eyes are
As you lay your hands on her
-Me
You're everything I hate and love all mixed up in one human being
-Me
So we make peace signs
We smile big&silly
We pose in the mirror
Fix our hair
If these girls are my friends
Well, I hope they'll be there forever
-Me
In a letter with no punctuation or correctly spelt words
I knew it was from you,
Only you can make me cringe like that...
But the part I love is that
You do it on purpose
-Me
If I could
I would take a picture of this moment,
But baby,
No picture could ever capture
Exactly how great
This moment felt
-Me
And I'll watch you as far as I can see
This may be the last chance I ever see you again
It should hurt this bad, shouldn't it?
-Me
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[16 Apr 2006|08:24pm] |
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She's Predictable
Tan, Text, and Starve
Is what she does best
I'm Unpredictable
Rainbows, Music, and Fun
Is what I live for
--Me
And she would sell the world
If it would make her glamorous
Yeah, She would sell her soul
If it would make him love her
--Me
So you spend some time with me
We had fun right?
Then I see you with her
Sharing a latte at Starbucks
And I know
You hate lattes
--Me
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[16 Apr 2006|08:00pm] |
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No...
I bet you don’t know what really makes her laugh or
even the difference between when she’s faking it or truly being sincere.
I bet you don’t know that her favorite Popsicle flavor is pink
Or the fact that she loves the smell of summer.
I bet you don’t know that she hates the nighttime
and loves dancing in the rain or how much she laughs with her friends
And how much she truly enjoys being happy.
I bet you don’t know how many tears she’s cried,
Or how much she doubts herself everyday.
I bet you don’t know how ticklish she is on her sides
And how it drives her crazy when you look into her eyes.
No i bet you don’t know her at all
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[15 Apr 2006|02:18pm] |
I wonder if
When he sees me, he gets butterflies
Or if he looks foward to seeing my face everyday
I wonder if
When he smiles at me,
If he's ever smiled like that to anyone before.
It breaks my heart that I wont see him,
Probably ever again
After school ends.
And then I'll have to get over him.
And then I'll fall for someone else.
And my whole life will fall apart.
I'll be stuck in a rut,
Just like last summer.
I only wish we could spend more time together.
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[14 Apr 2006|10:11pm] |
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So.
Spring Break.
Can't get Senior Boy offa my mind
Not good.
Correct?
Yes.
I had tons of dreams about him
& My other 2 best guys friends
They were all romantic dreams
Weird yeah?
I hate it.
I can't breath anymore
Not when I think of him.
And then I was thinking
Which I do too much of these days
And I was like
"What am I gonna put in Senior Boy's yearbook??!"
Fuck.
Do I put
"Hey [blank],dont ever change KIT"
Ew gross
Do I put
"Hey I just wanted to let you know that your always on my mind and I think I have fallen in lust for you and you make my day a trillion times better and I love your eyes"
???
No.
WTF AM I SUPPOSED TO PUTT?
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[08 Apr 2006|10:51pm] |
Ten things that make me happy:
.01:Seeing Senior Boy
.02:Making eye contact with cute boys for a long time
.03:Laughing really hard
.04:Taking good pictures
.05:Hugs from boys
.06:My birthday
.07:Discovering a good new band
.08:Making new friends
.09:Cold rainy days
.10:Waking up next to someone
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[08 Apr 2006|09:47pm] |
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ïñ♥
today is coming to a close;
it’s another day that was spent without you.
maybe tomorrow you’ll be back again,
but i know in the back of my mind that you won’t.
there’s always next week, next month, next year,
or sometime in this lifetime when i will see you again.
or maybe i just don’t know when to let go
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[08 Apr 2006|08:21pm] |
Ugh.
So Senior Boy wasn't at school Friday.
Which means I wont see him for a week
Cause of sprink break
ANNNNNNNND
Everyone could tell I was down in the dumps
They were like
"What's wrong, why aren't you all happy"
Grrrrrr
I don't like boys that do this to me
But the boys that do this to me are impossibly amazing
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